| Thursday, December 28, 2006 |
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woah~! i didnt noe that the earthquake in taiwan has such a big impact on the internet access... is it so bad? hope things are fine there... and the rain has caused more and more troubles... so many things happening... is it end of the world?!... hahax just kidding... hey huili! did you see the zhong ji yi jia news? yan ya lun's leg is still on recovery... wish that the show have more of his scenes rite? :P oh ya.. and why xiao zhu is related to that da ma thingy leh?... haiz seems like so many things happening... and the superstar today i watch... the last contestant was like i like the songs he choose lor! nice! heeheez... -things happening today...- |
| Wednesday, December 27, 2006 |
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now there's another thing im depressing over... wats your feeling when you know that your composition writing for english is like damn sux and until now that you realise that isnt the vocab problem... is your idea that isnt even up to primary standard...? im the one who felt that bad feeling now... ok... after knowing that, you will start to think... the reality is already harsh enough in this world and having the main language the worst subject isnt that similar to death? and even if your chinese is gd... it isnt the standard of gd to the other like in this multi racial country and other chinese countries... next...wat will your future be?... one word: bleak... and then knowing that you are an anti social person... your mum is considering an one-to-one tutouring... ok... my feelings are mixed... it's a person that might help you and change your life... improving something you had wished for... at the same time im a very sensitive person... the other time just getting a very bad remark from an english teacher i totally lost control and cry in the public... not a very bad one... and wearing my sch uniform... to take a person's solding to me is like i need to cry... and i dun cry in front of anybody unless i caouldnt control it... i know im a coward but who to help me? im lost.. lost in my foolish thoughts... but for sure i need to be is more and very hardworking from now... no slacking... more "absorbant" in learning... hope i can be one... causee i always cant fufil my own promises and expectations... im totally a useless freak!!! :'( -this is the true inner me- |
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Christmas is over... and now the class allocation that's some are depressing over... im in 2 dee next year ler... but my the other friends this year are going to 2 charity isnt that sad? every year the changes that made ppl so depressed and happy... friendships are there if you believe in it... and it takes two or more to do it... everybody needs to face up to changes... and things dun last forever... maintaining things that doesnt belongs to you is even harder than ever... if your sick of it... there isnt much to discuss... holding on to it is something you are controlling... friends will change differently during different times... but it will still be yours cause it's something that has always been in remember... and of course you will always be the one in someone's heart... if there's a will there's a way... so dun be sad when you are being forgotten cause there will always be someone who will remember you in the heart... the special one... -if you dun understand nvm cause i've been leading these life without anyone understanding my philosophy... or maybe it doesnt make sense...- -some nonsense from a depressing child over the holidays...- *very easily get this during the school holidays* *very easy to think too much...* -mind thinking... from a young child- |
| Monday, December 25, 2006 |
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hahax... today post a lot... cause got lots of thinking.. and cause tml is the allocation of our classes... and that got few hws haven do... chi bk reviews, eng bk review, history wb, sci test revise again, unsolved problems... haiz~... think i better count down... mon, today, 25th dec- CHRISTMAS!!! tues, tml, 26th dec- CLASS ALLOCATION!!! huishi's birthday... wed, 27th dec- maybe going to do physic project... sun, 31st dec- Hari Raya mon, 1st jan- New Year!!! tues, 2nd jan- public holiday!!! wed, 3rd jan- SCH REOPEN!!! collect geog holiday hws... the first week of sch reopen, 3rd to 5th jan- hand in all holiday hws~~~... :( -the 3rd msg... *cause dun celebrate X'mas...*- |
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oh ya~! yesterday i was listening to fahrenheit's album at around 2am... * hahax... always sleep so late one...* and lyrics very meaningful for chu kou and qing zai wo hou hui zhi qian li kai wo... hahax.. too meaningful until cry again... and the tune is very suitable for those two songs... to ppl who havent buy fei lun hai's album go buy! it's very nice... one of the few cds that has almost all the songs that's nice... begining to like HIM company things.... :P lolz... like most of them must have some sort of very unique and that can be noticable to ppl to go in... one word: talent... -the 2nd msg...- |
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HI GUYS~! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! i was saying this to all my friends throughout the whole midnight... and even saying many times more to anybody online... although the christmas season, a happy ocassion... i just cried just now... cause of the touching show... one liter of tears... think of it i feel like crying again... too touching... :'( hahax.. a touching christmas without and related reason... and to the guys who receive my sms... *sorry the pic is quite ugly but that the best i could do ba...* so... just enjoy your christmas guys! woah~! -the spirit of the christmas season this year- |
| Sunday, December 24, 2006 |
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AH~! today i found out lots of things... i forgotten to watch the variety programme! the one on sat... got fahrenheit one... :( wonder on youtube got or not... haiz... missed... and actually youtube quallity isnt that great... :P im sorry to say... -disappointment- |
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lolz... huili is rite... maybe because new to blog and very bored about the other games or things so post a lot from the start... haiz.... posting cause recently too bored le... *although i got lots of work to do...* then today rmb that i still got blog to play... lolz... hey huili u wanna go out the last week before sch reopen? i wanna go buy the Q ban one... if you see pls reply in the tagboard... bored... recently... |
| Wednesday, December 20, 2006 |
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HaHax... seems like i have been posting all these days... although i from the start didn't thought that i will be posting so many... maybe because recently too bored... and yup... as usual i didnt do hws even i have the free time... as lazy as usual... just interested in the things i find interesting to do... im not those guai guai person lor... lolz... and that's wat i hope to do... manage my own time!!! and yesterday it rained until now... and im not going to sleep tonight... just trying to stay awake... hope the rain will stop in the morning... - the "late" morning posting ;) - |
| Monday, December 18, 2006 |
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AH!!!! the hws seems endless to me... and i just noe that got ace-learning and bk reviews to do!!! AHH!!! and the ace-learning one is so difficult... im now hopeless in maths! someone help!!! grr... and i havent finish the chinese bk reviews and compo some more... really dead now... and rmb to hand up the geog holiday hws by 3rd jan! the first day of sch...! and i need to collect and hand in as a class... -.- tired of hws in such difficult rate to understand :( :P *-so strees out by hws-* >end of the year ler!< |
| Sunday, December 17, 2006 |
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i was thinking a lot yesterday night since i cant sleep... and i thought of how ugly i was last time.. *maybe now too* and im really grateful that last time still got ppl befriend with me.. lolz... still thinking a lot... i really treasure friendships although i seems crazy and dunno how to make friends and express myself... sometimes i hope these friendships wont end... but things will end in a way or other rite? and maintaining friendship is difficult rite? or maybe im just over reacted sometimes... ok treat it that i didn't say the paragraph before this... cause im thinking too much... lolz... having so much time to think than doing those unfinished hws... im just hopeless with hws... haiz... |
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HaHax.. i keep doing adjustments for this blog but still a newbie so a lot of thing still dunno... and i wanted to do another blog that got fahrenheit skin but the arrangement very difficult to meddle so just give up.. :( and another thing is that the colours are all in nos. i see already got headache ler.. very difficult to noe the nos. of the colours lor... haiz... HaHax... today go shop around at ang mo kio central... saw the so call party there... still got snow..*bubble foam* and all these deco remind ppl that every happen so fast and its the end of the year again... christmas is around the corner and so is the reopen of school... but i have no mood now... im lack of sleep and also the time whether to sleep or not is totally confused now.. haiz.. going back to sch with two round black eyes... and recently too crazy about fahrenheit... huili too... hope i wont get too insane..*or maybe i m now* is it worth celebrating or is it just to remind ppl? the countdown to somethings are just both feelings mix together.. -still thinking too much- |
| Wednesday, December 13, 2006 |
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WOAH! cant believe now im doing blog too... maybe recently too bored ler... so.. someone gave an introduce to blogs... :P so now im getting a little interested in this... but as usual no gurantees of posting.... :P |